I have this friend that used to joke with me when she had some beer in her?

and she used to ask me some things that normally people even joking wouldnt say any way we started running around a little and we see each other every week at a social gathering and afterwords we would maybe go in the bar and get a drink thats the onlly time i drink 1 night a week anyway i have played the stupid role a few times just to be with her and if i drank to much she always would give me a ride home but once i got home i wanted her to take me back to my car just so i could be with her longer i like the arguing with her it does something for me i cant explain anyway after we argued a little she would end up giving in and taking me back the reason i did that because one time in the past she ask me if i needed a ride home and i said no and the next week i thanked her for the offer and she smiled and said i wasnt planning on taking u straight home and laughed well that turns me on but she could be just joking cause like i said she has given me rides before nothing happened, but she would ask be if i were biual and alot of other questions. well one night i had a little too much to drink and i ask her if she was a and she said no do you want me to be. i got scared and said no and i tend to call and appologize a lot if i think i get on peoples nerves and it annoys them and i kept telling her im not into women but i lied i am. anyway since then i have talked to her and i would say you dont think im gay do u andshe wouldsay no. but really i want a relationship with her. and think in some way she wants one with me too. and i think she knows iwant her because when stupid me was apologising shed get aggravated u could tell because i kept going on and on and sh said down deep i think u want my body and i said no. but i think deep down she knows and since then we have talked and things seem normal and different, if shes not interested i dont want to take the chance on loosing a friend, but if she is i dont know what to do, i am in luv with her. and i keep making things worse by calling, she ask me to go somewhere tomorrow and said shed call but hasnt called yet. idont know what to think or what to do