Depression and suicide....i need to vent (sry)?

i understand that you need to vent.. im not sure how old you are.. but you sound like you are still in highschool? I kinda went through the same thing that you are.. and i never wanted help either... and you will find someone as beautiful as you are.. there is someone out there for everyone! Make sure you do a lot of things that you enjoy.. and go to college and major in something that you have always dreamed of doing.. make yourself happy.. and know that people do care about you.. highschool is rough as hell ... college is way better.. trust me!! P.S. Dont forget to pray and tell god how you feel, he will make you better as well